♠ CumslutAshley ♠

On July 11th, 2019, my wife and I signed our divorce papers, officially ending our 5 year marriage. When I first married her, I pledged myself to love her and serve as her submissive sissy husband and she pledged to love me and guide me as my dominant Mistress. She introduced me to cuckolding after growing tired of our sex life and being dissatisfied with a submissive crossdressing husband who did not have the size, stamina, or attitude to fulfill her sexual needs. 

Though I initially suffered a lot of angst, jealousy, and anxiety, I gradually came to accept and even love the cuckold lovestyle, and fully accepted my place as a cuckold husband. As our relationship evolved, my wife sought sexual pleasure increasingly from other men, and my privileges to her body steadily decreased until I was no longer allowed to make love to her. By 2016, her sexual desires were entirely fulfilled by her long-time lover Jamaal, a handsome and well endowed Black man that I fully embrace as my Bull. Meanwhile, I delved deeper into the sissy lifestyle and began looking for sexual relationships with other men. Even though I do not consider myself gay, I strongly believe that achieving sexual satisfaction through gay sex is the only appropriate lifestyle for a sissy.

When we had the talk and she announced she was separating from me, I was devastated. The love of my life no longer felt the same way about me as I did for her, and pretending was simply too tiresome for her nowadays. All her needs as a woman, both physical and emotional, were being fulfilled by her lover, and the love she once felt for me was no longer there. Naturally, I became depressed, but after seeking counseling, I finally acknowledged that ending our relationship as husband and wife was for the best. Truthfully, we had been growing distant for each other for a while now, and I knew that she was no longer interested in maintaining a relationship with an effeminate husband who could not satisfy her. 

In the coming weeks, I will be moving out of her house while Jamaal permanently moves in. I am no longer upset nor angry at either my wife or Jamaal, nor do I blame anyone but myself for our separation. Rather, I am grateful to my ex-wife for putting up with me for as long as she did, for guiding me as a sissy, and for introducing me to the wonderful world of cuckolding, which I have no intention of leaving. And I am grateful to Jamaal for tending to her physical needs when I couldn't, for being such an amazing lover, for being a dominant and fair Bull, and for filling in the hole in my ex-wife's heart that I had left gaping. I deeply respect him and wish him and my ex nothing but the best moving forward.

Just because we are divorced does not mean my cuckold duties are over. She and I are still very interested in continuing our cuckold relationship, and I will continue to serve them regularly. Even after I move out, I am allowed to visit them on the weekends, where I will participate as a true cuckold now. Although our romantic relationship is officially over, my relationship with her as a cuckold has never been stronger.

This divorce, in a way, provides a sense of freedom. Now, I am able to freely explore my sissy lifestyle without worrying about how this will affect my wife. That is why I am more passionate than ever to dedicating my life as a sissy, and devoting my time to serving and worshiping Black men. 

To my ex-wife: Thank you for accepting my love for you these past years. Thank you for allowing me to serve you as my Mistress. Thank you for allowing me to explore my sexuality so freely. Thank you for holding my chastity key and continuing to hold it even though we are separated. Thank you for everything.